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05 October 2008 @ 08:53 pm
I just realised,
I'm still into you.
Make this feeling go away.
Because I dont want anything to change.
Things between us and everything.
I guess I like you because,
u make me smile.
I'm still into you.
Make this feeling go away.
Because I dont want anything to change.
Things between us and everything.
I guess I like you because,
u make me smile.
hungry24 September 2008 @ 09:42 am
okie. school jus sucks. its only the start of the 4th week and i'm so freaking bored of it already. another 12 weeks. i dont know how i am gonna be able to take it mann. jus tired everyday, dragging myself to sch. its tiring.
THINGS JUST SUCK FOR NOWWWWWWWWWWW. AND I MEAN IT.
Current Location: W34B
20 September 2008 @ 03:37 am
hmmmm. okie. for this week.nothing much.jus fun fun fun. not really a school week. left halfway on wednesday and thurs and mr meyer's farewell on thurs and farz birthday on friday.kinda of a hectic week,tiring week.
okie.went to school on wednesday,eddy came out with the idea of leaving so we left at 10. slacked at kopi-tiam till 12.30 den headed to peni.so it was eddy,eugene,fadzil and me. walked around peni. gene did shopping.hahaha, den it was ljs den bugis after that den home we went. before that went with eddy to get some of his stuffs. he took at least 20 mins to choose a shampoo.hahaha. DAMN vain mann. den home sweet home for me.!
hahaha.thurs,sch as usually and science module is always the shyt mann. and it was a relief faci. even worse.boring and shityy.hahaha it was jasper's birthday that day too.hahaha my new classmate. our class like tricked him into wearing pink to class when we were all gonna wear black.hahaha. damn poor thing. den sabrina and me went to get a cake for him at cwp. hahaha small surprise for him. den at 2 we were thinking if we should leave school.ended up answer was "YES" hahaha. so some of us left abt 8 of us. headed to somewhere in woodlands to play pool near the checkpoint thats wad i know.hahaha
after that was to hooters.mr meyer's farewell.but before that had to wait for yingg and zoe for like 40mins?wth.such asses mann.but overall, really had a great time. nice meeting up with everyone and all. really miss 501 alot alot alot!
Friday, overslept, didnt go school. went to bugis in the evening to meet farz,jacob,eddy and eugene. had dinner there den headed to town.me,jacob and farz went to far east while eugene and eddy ran to get farz present.hahaha. managed to distact him.lucky everything went well.after that naz came and it was camera time mann.hahaha. but wasent really in the mood today. reached home bout 3?hahaha.tml will be farz celebration part 2!hahaha. cant wait. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) once again, happy birthday farz :)
things are changing.many things in fact.i really dont know what to do anymore.pls helpppp me.i jus feel really unwanted.i really wish it was better.i really hope.plssss mannnnn!things jus come and go the way they want. it is jus so unpredictable.i jus hope for the best. tml will be a better day i hope! :)okie.i'm heding to bed soon.i'm tireddd!
19 September 2008 @ 01:04 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARZ =)
best wishes to you =) weeeeeeeeeee
14 September 2008 @ 10:45 pm
BACK FROM JACOB'S CHALET!
IT WAS WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!hahahaha.
fun fun fun.drink drink drink.hahaha.really had a great time man! next will be this sat man!hahahha.cool!!! hahaha. school tml.sucks big time!ARGH!!! so not looking forward!
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: 
blank
blank13 September 2008 @ 03:33 pm
Wad you said to me really sucked! The more unwanted I feel.I was upset about it,Honestly.I jus dont get it.The choices I have to make now.really.Sometimes I wonder.Maybe being alone is the best way.
I hope things will be good today.I'm jus not in the mood for anything right now.
Yesterday I suddenly missed you. walking there.I reall do miss you alot.anywae,its ur birthdae today too.take care in army.happy birthday brynner.you are missed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOB! =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYNNER! =)
Current Location: home sweet home
Current Mood: 
indescribable
indescribableCurrent Music: If I open my heart to you
11 September 2008 @ 01:49 pm
........................................
Nothing to say.
mind is in a blank,
trying to be strong,
not wanting to fall again.
I cant afford to let it happen again.
Current Location: W34B
Current Mood: listless
listless10 September 2008 @ 08:53 pm
hmmm,alright.school's better now.there's people i talk to and stuff and there's someone who entertains everyone and makes everyone laugh.hahaha.my new name is rainbow! okie, fine.wth. anyways, these few days, kinda petty over little stuffs and all. PMS-ing! sucks man.and poor friends have to live with it.hahaha.okie. but i feel better now.guess PMS would go away tml.
okieee.school is gonna suck tomorrow.boring faci, boring lesson.but i promised BITCH i'll be good and go to sch.hahaha i'll do it mannn!afterall,there is someone who makes me laugh in class.hahaha!
hmmm.told you before,i would be surprised if things changed and i told u i could see it coming.guess it came true huh.hahaha.just put the blame on me.afterall,it has always seem to be this way,i guess i'll jus live with it one more time.i'm jus weird so why bother.dont waste time and all.
Sometimes,I jus wished people appreciate me for who i am.say you do.But i'm sorry,I cant feel it.say it as though u mean it.not for the sake of saying it.that sucks alot.I wanna be appreciated.I dont expect u to appreciate me like how others do.but all i hope is that i could feel u appreciating me.its that simple.say I didnt realise it, say i'm selfish,honestly,i'm too tired to care anymore.it jus happens over and over again that i really wanna put a stop to it.i'm really exhausted from all the things i have been doing but yet,its not seen by u.i jus wanna protect myself.thats all.i'm sorry. i guess i had enough.
I dont know whats gonna happen from now.yes I wish everything would go away and I could pretend nothing happen.I really wanna do that,but something is stopping me.I guess I dont have the strength to do it again.Yes I care about you, yes I am upset over this.But, I really dont know what to do anymore.i wish someone would help me.
Maybe you dont realise your actions and things you say.But I felt it.it affected me so i chose to avoid it.because mayb I was jus paranoid.But soon after,I guess what I felt was true.but, it took time for u to realise it.and by that time, i dont know if it was too late, but one thing i know, i was already more than disappointed.
Tell me, what should I do.advise me.because honestly,my mind is blank and i'm at a lost.But for now,I guess its alone for me.I need some space.
okieee.school is gonna suck tomorrow.boring faci, boring lesson.but i promised BITCH i'll be good and go to sch.hahaha i'll do it mannn!afterall,there is someone who makes me laugh in class.hahaha!
hmmm.told you before,i would be surprised if things changed and i told u i could see it coming.guess it came true huh.hahaha.just put the blame on me.afterall,it has always seem to be this way,i guess i'll jus live with it one more time.i'm jus weird so why bother.dont waste time and all.
Sometimes,I jus wished people appreciate me for who i am.say you do.But i'm sorry,I cant feel it.say it as though u mean it.not for the sake of saying it.that sucks alot.I wanna be appreciated.I dont expect u to appreciate me like how others do.but all i hope is that i could feel u appreciating me.its that simple.say I didnt realise it, say i'm selfish,honestly,i'm too tired to care anymore.it jus happens over and over again that i really wanna put a stop to it.i'm really exhausted from all the things i have been doing but yet,its not seen by u.i jus wanna protect myself.thats all.i'm sorry. i guess i had enough.
I dont know whats gonna happen from now.yes I wish everything would go away and I could pretend nothing happen.I really wanna do that,but something is stopping me.I guess I dont have the strength to do it again.Yes I care about you, yes I am upset over this.But, I really dont know what to do anymore.i wish someone would help me.
Maybe you dont realise your actions and things you say.But I felt it.it affected me so i chose to avoid it.because mayb I was jus paranoid.But soon after,I guess what I felt was true.but, it took time for u to realise it.and by that time, i dont know if it was too late, but one thing i know, i was already more than disappointed.
Tell me, what should I do.advise me.because honestly,my mind is blank and i'm at a lost.But for now,I guess its alone for me.I need some space.
07 September 2008 @ 05:01 am
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away
04 September 2008 @ 01:50 pm
Okie,2nd day of school now.still sucky.Its jus weirddddddddd! everything. okie,i'm so not enjoying school now.boring boring boring,Now,School makes me B-O-R-E-D and T-I-R-E-D! This sucks.everyone seems to be in their own world.But breaks are still loved.hanging around,with everyone, its so much better.But breaks pass just so fast.being with the people you know and talk to jus give u the feeling that u are not W-E-I-R-D! hahahaha. Kopi-kids are loved man.if not school will jus be extremely a bore mann.
hmmmm. things changed I guess,maybe not to some and all but its just how I feel.maybe i'm jus oversensitive or wad.but this is jus how i feel!!
okieeeeeeee, 2 of my team members are debating over a FORMULA? wth. and i soooo dont know wads going on because i'm lost...since the start of the lesson? its kinda funny i think.hahahaha.
okieeeeeee.gonna try to know wads happening man.!!!!
hmmmm. things changed I guess,maybe not to some and all but its just how I feel.maybe i'm jus oversensitive or wad.but this is jus how i feel!!
okieeeeeeee, 2 of my team members are debating over a FORMULA? wth. and i soooo dont know wads going on because i'm lost...since the start of the lesson? its kinda funny i think.hahahaha.
okieeeeeee.gonna try to know wads happening man.!!!!
Current Location: W34B
Current Mood: 
tired
tired02 September 2008 @ 11:24 pm
I SOOOOOO NEED A JOB!
I'M FREAKING BROKEEEE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M FREAKING BROKEEEE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
30 August 2008 @ 05:06 am
I never expected myself to even tear for you alright,but i guess i was wrong.i just did.It jus came.I dont know why.
I just feel sucky now.thinking of the impossible.It's just wrong.everything now.I really wish I could hug u everytime I see you.but I cant.its just wrong.everything happening now.jus all doesnt seem to go the right way.Honestly,I really wished I knew what are you thinking.Why avoid it?I just dont understand.So many things happening now.Just talk to Bitch today for like 30mins.really need to meet up with her soon.
Besides you,I jus feel everything is wrong.the people,I dont know.there's just this feeling.I don;t know if i'm right or wrong.But what I am feeling now,I feel so stupid.I dont know what word to describe it but, i dont wanna be that gullible again.Its just different now.compared to before.Tell me what should I do,stop it before it becomes worst or follow and carry on?i'm not sure.but i guess the ending is expected.
I guess things will change.
I hope my feelings are wrong about people. and for you, i hope you felt the same.I really wish I could make all this shit go away.
I just feel sucky now.thinking of the impossible.It's just wrong.everything now.I really wish I could hug u everytime I see you.but I cant.its just wrong.everything happening now.jus all doesnt seem to go the right way.Honestly,I really wished I knew what are you thinking.Why avoid it?I just dont understand.So many things happening now.Just talk to Bitch today for like 30mins.really need to meet up with her soon.
Besides you,I jus feel everything is wrong.the people,I dont know.there's just this feeling.I don;t know if i'm right or wrong.But what I am feeling now,I feel so stupid.I dont know what word to describe it but, i dont wanna be that gullible again.Its just different now.compared to before.Tell me what should I do,stop it before it becomes worst or follow and carry on?i'm not sure.but i guess the ending is expected.
I guess things will change.
I hope my feelings are wrong about people. and for you, i hope you felt the same.I really wish I could make all this shit go away.
moody29 August 2008 @ 07:41 pm
I'M going out! and I'm so in a not good mood now. so my predictions is that I so wont enjoy myself and have a good nite!!!
I sooooooooooooooo hope its NOT true man!
its gonna be a bad bad day. I hope not!
I sooooooooooooooo hope its NOT true man!
28 August 2008 @ 11:54 pm
This has to stop I guess.
Before I fall any deeper.
Its a must not a want anymore.
I hope I would be able to do it.
I doubt I mean anything to u.
If i'm thinking the same way as you
I really wanna ask you about it.
But i guess I wont be able to accept the answer.
I jus wish u felt the same.
Before I fall any deeper.
Its a must not a want anymore.
I hope I would be able to do it.
I doubt I mean anything to u.
If i'm thinking the same way as you
I really wanna ask you about it.
But i guess I wont be able to accept the answer.
I jus wish u felt the same.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: blank
blank27 August 2008 @ 12:41 am
I'm Gonna Really Be A LONER!!!!!!!!!!-hello to w34b-i'm so NOT looking forward for schoolthis sucks for now it does, in the future, i'm not so sure. but i so HOPE NOT!
26 August 2008 @ 05:57 am
260808
I guess I was out of my mind?
i committed........................................
nvr hated
nvr will be
shall nvr be hated
mean iti really hope you mean what u say.
i really wished you knew my thoughts,
and i knew urs.
but i know,
i'm not that one.
content25 August 2008 @ 02:08 am
I fell for you unknowingly, i'm sorry.
I will try to hold back what i'm feeling.
Dont feel bad for what happened.
Its not your fault.
Yes I wish for something.
But,I know its impossible.
I guess I'm afraid of knowing the truth.
So I choose not to say anything.
I'm trying to walk away from this,
in order for things not to change.
I hope I can do it.
But no promises alright.
I'll try.
Your smell jus lingers.it reminds me of many things.
I will try to hold back what i'm feeling.
Dont feel bad for what happened.
Its not your fault.
Yes I wish for something.
But,I know its impossible.
I guess I'm afraid of knowing the truth.
So I choose not to say anything.
I'm trying to walk away from this,
in order for things not to change.
I hope I can do it.
But no promises alright.
I'll try.
Your smell jus lingers.it reminds me of many things.
21 August 2008 @ 05:33 am
I don't know why, but I think I like you
It wasn't love at first sight, but I think I like you
I don't know, I don't know when
After we had started spending some time
I had to stop and look at you one more time
Its been a while since someones treated me right
Never thought that you would be
The one that makes me happy
18 August 2008 @ 12:55 am
I Had A Dream last night and i cried because of you in my dream.When I woke up, I realised I was crying too.In my dream,I realised that you were very important to me.
Today,I met you and found out how have you been and whats going on around your life now.Honestly,I couldnt believe what you told me.It really sucked big time.Mayb the dream was suppose to mean something and I guess now I noe why I had that dream the previous nite.
Its funny how you change so fast.Yes I wished you came back to me instead.But I guess, things are not the way I want it to be.
To you.:
I'm hope you're happy now,I cant do anything but wish you all the best.I guess I dont mean anything to you anymore.Those things you said before, saying you will care for me and all,I jus those words doesnt apply to me anymore.guess you would bother and care anymore.Things change so fast.I really don't know what to say or do now.I'll miss you alot.I don't know if I'm able to let you go or not.But really, I just dont understand things now.I dont know if you would remember the pacts we made and stuff.But we'll see I guess.Take care for now alright.
you will be remembered and missed.
Today,I met you and found out how have you been and whats going on around your life now.Honestly,I couldnt believe what you told me.It really sucked big time.Mayb the dream was suppose to mean something and I guess now I noe why I had that dream the previous nite.
Its funny how you change so fast.Yes I wished you came back to me instead.But I guess, things are not the way I want it to be.
To you.:
I'm hope you're happy now,I cant do anything but wish you all the best.I guess I dont mean anything to you anymore.Those things you said before, saying you will care for me and all,I jus those words doesnt apply to me anymore.guess you would bother and care anymore.Things change so fast.I really don't know what to say or do now.I'll miss you alot.I don't know if I'm able to let you go or not.But really, I just dont understand things now.I dont know if you would remember the pacts we made and stuff.But we'll see I guess.Take care for now alright.
you will be remembered and missed.
disappointed